We had the most beautiful weather today, mist shifting with sun shifting with mist again. Such gorgeous light. Finally we were all home at the same time during the daylight hours, so we had the chance to be together outside and make the horses' grave nice. We put hay in a circle where they are, and stones in a medicine wheel formation, and the trees we're planting will be in the middle of it.

I still can't get my head around the fact that they are both under there, my beautiful horses. We miss them. There's a screeching silence, a gaping hole on the farm now they're not here. An absence very much felt. Still, today I felt more at peace with it than I have before. Like the shock of it has subsided a bit.

And we had a lovely day, and I have felt that tingle again slightly, that blissful ache in my chest telling me that I'm on the right track. That I'm on a journey where my heart walks beside me, happily holding my hand and agreeing on the destination.